I Can't Make You Love Me

There are many versions of this song and all of them are beautiful as simply it's such a beautiful song. However this version is my favourite. George Michael has such a gorgeous voice, it's such a shame he no longer sings regularly.

To George Michael, please get better the world is such a better place with your voice in it.

Breathless

So into this song  ...... Breathless by Vanessa Williams

Happy 14th Anniversary

Today 10 May 2012 is Lan's and my 14th Anniversary, well we are still technically married. We would have been out celebrating 14 years of marriage with a nice dinner if we were still together. However instead I was doing work at the office and then went out to shop for itsy bitty short dresses and I don't really know where he is. We didn't even wish each other this time but instead put out our frustrations via Facebook.

For me there has been no regrets, I was very happy for most of the last 14 years and I'm sure at some point so was he. Life got to us, things got to us and other people got to us. Maybe we should have talked more about our feelings, maybe we should have considered each other's feeling more, maybe we should have done a lot of things ...... maybes shall remain maybes. At one time we were right for each other and now we aren't that's it. For all we know we may be right for each other in the distant future, we don't know. 

So for now let's move on and remain friends who don't really call or see each other but know they are there for us. Let's try that. 

Lastly Abang should you ever read this whether now or in the future lets not let what happened in the past 12 months erase whatever we had in the last 14 years. May those memories be cherished in our hearts forever.  A little piece of your heart will always be in mine and likewise a piece of my heart will be forever be in yours. 

Will always love you .......

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable (I'm Ready)

Loving this song at the moment.


Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now 


You ready?


You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it 
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready 
If you ask me I'm ready


I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now


You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready


Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
f you ask me I'm readyIf you ask me I'm ready

Mid Life Crisis Much ?

On one very hot day I decided to wear a simple t shirt dress since I had to run around the malls and get stuff. The problem is it's very short ! I'm talking short short. So short that some may ask, did you forget to wear trousers/pants/leggings ? Certainly too short for someone my age. 

I figured what the hell as I may not be able to wear something this short in a couple more years so why not now. When I was married and younger I wasn't able to wear mini dresses and skirts because firstly I was fat and more importantly the husband wasn't keen. Now that I'm single and my legs still looked ok I'm free to wear whatever right ?

So off me and my little dress went to the mall in the morning totally confident I wouldn't be bumping into anyone as I usually won't. I was happily making my way around the shops when someone shouted "Hoi". Lo and behold it was my uncle, one of my favourites too. He saw me and of course the dress, lucky he didn't say anything but I knew it would soon get around the family gossip trails that I wore a very short dress. I'm sure gonna get it when my dad hears this.

So my question is, should I stop wearing something I love and can get away with due to social noms ? Can't I be happy and just wear whatever I want ? Most importantly am I facing a mid life crisis ? hahahahahaha